‘It’s a foolish notion’ Lilith’s voice softens ‘Love is pain. Friends, Family, Familiars, – all will give and take within capacity, some are here for a long time, some less, all imperfect. Some will help you fight your monsters and some will feed them. For some this will be on purpose and for some this will be accidental but their growth and recognition is their own. You can only speak your truth without expectation. This is your lesson.’
How will this help me now? She is quiet, though her presence is felt. One final message she gives
A sparrow hit the window and died beside me while I was in the garden.
I looked it up the divine message. It’s a turning point, grief and a loss of innocence. I need some time to understand
Standing Still at the Speed of Light 