I want to tell a chapter.
So easy to write of dragons, heros, battles and mystical villains.
But this chapter is ripe with horrible truth. One that runs on a loop in my head.
To tell the story, I need the words, but they have disappeared.
Fear, anger, a sadness so deep I don’t know if it has a bottom.
To keep it trapped in my head will surly pull me back into muck that I’ve fought my whole life to get out of.
I want to tell a chapter but it’s ugly and dark. It is not for everyone. And I can understand. But I can’t hold this on my own.
Trust, the words are coming. I’m trying. Trust, I am not alone. I’m trying.
I want to tell a chapter