Torture to see pain and fear in your child’s eyes
How do we explain the world? The lack of empathy. The constant fear drum being beat relentlessly.
Wanting to say everything will be alright, feeling the words dry up on your tongue because you don’t know. Never make promises you can’t keep.
Her heart is heavy. Mine is breaking.
I hold her, wipe away the tears, fighting back my own.
Hope, hope, find it, enough to share. I can not bare one more thing.
Until I have to.
Tell her ‘bout the wheel, how it will turn. It won’t stay like this forever. It can’t.
A piece of childhood shattered. Another bit lost.
I must be her port. Hold steady despite my fear.