Breathless I wait…… the vibrations of change are beginning. I can feel them. This is needed. The Tower, yet again begins to roil.
For the last while I have been required to be present, clear, steady, a safe harbour. A shelter ( oh I do this so well)
I feel deeply
My loyalty steadfast
Can I see the end of the nightmare that is not mine?
Rally love, you have it in you. Rally love, this is your place. Rally love, we’ve walked this way before.
The Tower pitches and cracks. Can I hold the steadfast harbour for you with one hand and ride out the inner rollercoaster, holding on to myself with the other?
I can. I will. I’ve got it in me. This is my place. I’ve walked this way before. But this time a new path will now be made. We shall not come to pass this way again
Tag: poem
Fae For Show
There was a dark Fae named Aubergine. She had healing magic, the ability to spin a tale or two. Her heart was kind, her soul gentle. The spirits of the Wood could whisper in her ear. She could call the dark or light, depending where balance was needed. Content she was, to be in the trees. To read the stars, to listen to the symphony that the Mother has made.
She had her admirers, she had her users too.
He would come, lay his heart at her feet. Shy offerings of love to win her favour. She alighted to him. The house became a home.
The walls grew thick, the air dry. Her sparkle grew dim, the magic muted. Resigned to grey. But the spark never died.
Air began to blow on the spark. Cradle it she did. The glow became too much to hide. Her wings began to expand.
He looked high and low to find what now must lie at her feet. For he remember then Aubergine, as she glowed, not the grey. What he found at her feet was a reflection. Greys streaked with chains of red. He remembered what he believed was his.
Gilded bars of protection, erected in pride. For all to bare witness. Behold, the wild she. She is mine, no better will it ever be, no love to ever match.
Behold the wild Fae, how much she is mine. How lucky I am.
Now at her feet lie the bloody offerings of proof that he, and he alone be the air, water, fire and earth she need. That spirit will be shared. The tales be spun when it is deemed convenient. But if the Wood, and Stars wanted to speak. If the Mother sent messages to build the light. Explained it had to be. Justified.
Quiet she sits in the castle build for her. Everything she is told she needs. With loving pride, what a good man am I?
She knows, Love is the motivation. Fear is the cause. Her voice lost to the Ether. Airless perfection until it isn’t. What shall happen to the blessed Fae?
My Words
When I give of my words and they are lost to silence
I have time to contemplate
The message that I send
The message left to take
Measured out carefully,
meaning, well conveyed
Are words truly a connection
Or just a game well played.
As words are misinterpreted
Silence can be too
Words can be balms or arrows
But empty pierces through
Pointed words lost to the void
Are in their proper place
But kindness lost to this vacuum
Leaves a wounded space
Blue Sky
Yes, just blue sky
But it’s pretty,
open for possibilities,
has witnessed what came before.
Silently shelters the now and
Will be here to see what happens after.
Therein lies infinite energy and magic.
Finding Forward
Love each other, be kind, be open,
forgive the monsters you can,
battle those you can’t.
Support each other in love
See truth in another’s eyes
Be willing to let go the phantom chains
Step forward, for you- not me, not them,
what anyone else believes or thinks matters not. If you know your self, your heart and your truth- trust, trust someday it will be seen, loved and accepted. Trust that you are, will be and always have been enough
testimony
Pulled apart
flayed
postmortem examination of what the facts are
what has happened here
every angle examined
every tissue shredded
every ounce of blood
every ounce of soul wrung out
wrung through
filtered
laid out
documented
questioned
did you find it
was there proof
all along the answer was in my eyes and on my lips-
unfinished
Your eyes reminded me of a cat Glittering with cunning Your smile too, for that matter Self satisfied, false
Years, you purred in my ear Wrapped your tale around me But always finding a way To let me know who ruled
But like a mangy feline Boredom gets the best of you Not just one swipe More like three, then four
Explore
What do you hear when my lips part?
A passionate sigh
An orgasm not yet moaned
A banshee wail
A soothing word
A hard cut
Lies you want to hear
Truth you don’t
What do you see when you look in my eyes?
Passion and fire
Monster damaged shadows
Gentle loved reflection of who you are
Cold calculation
Uncried tears, waiting
Fool
Ancient knowledge
What is your instinct when you touch me?
Treasured
Owned
Used
Thrown away
Imprisioned
Gift
Freedom
The Night Before
a birthday poem
Forty six years ago, on the night before, what did you think? Could you tell I was coming? Were you excited? Worried? I know so little……. Did you know you were having a girl? Did you have other names picked out? Did you dream of the person you’d hope I’d be?
Forty six years later on the night before, what do I think? Do I know where I am going? Am I excited? Worried? I know so little……. Do I even yet, feel like a full grown woman? Do I embody my name, my roles? Am I the person I dreamt I’d be?
For Lily, while we wait for the bus
The sun blotted out everything
But your laugh
Like fairy bells, it dances through my soul
Your face comes into focus
Brightness shines in your eyes
Infinite trust in your smile
Time has past so quickly
No more the chubby little hand reaching
Now, talk of phones, clothes and dance
But time has not stolen the laugh, light or love.
We march forward together
I grow old as you grow up