Forget me always

Fuck disappearing.
I’m just evaporating.
Little by little. No rebuild.
No phoenix rising.
No more buying into the hollow with hopes it’s meaningful.
What’s the fucking point?
Build a ‘community’ No one comes
You should write No one reads
You’re such an awesome person.
No one talks, reaches out, makes plans.
I keep swallowing the bitter, trying to not take it personal, ‘everyone has thier stuff’ but when it is always everyone at the same time?!
It ain’t them sweetheart it’s you
👻…