And here I am (not)

There was a young child whose start in life had a hand over her mouth.

Be a good girl and don’t cause problems

Be a good girl and do what you are told

There was a young girl whose entry into puberty had a hand over her mouth

Be a good girl and don’t rock the boat

Be a good girl and stop talking so much

There was a young woman whose entry into young adulthood had a hand around her neck

Be a good girl and it won’t hurt so much

Be a good girl and just be what you are told

There was a woman whose entry into full bloom is being marked by tearing at the hand shaped  scars that conceal her voice

She is a good woman

She listens closely

She has ridden the wave and broke through the surface

She whispers when she should scream

She bears the scars of the wounds seen and unseen

She tried to be everything that she was asked

and found she was nothing, it did not make her worthy

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